Saturday, May 03, 2008

Let me Clarify

Okay my last post I said that I was lost. What I meant by that is that I kind of feel helpless being way out here. I wasn't saying that I was the last to know or anything like that all I was trying to say was that I just feel lost. Mom I hope that everything goes okay for you on Tuesday you are going to be in my prayers. I love you.

5 loving remarks:

Allison @ Allie Browns Layouts said...

Oh that Gerard Butler...his voice is intoxicating. Smooth like butter. I could listen to his sexy voice all day. And watch him just as much too.

Ok, back on subject. I'm sorry to hear about your mom. I got your last post and was like, "Whaaah? What's up?!" and then I checked her blog and read her post. I hope that everything turns out ok for her. Keep us posted on that!!

Sorry I haven't been very communicative lately. Let's just say I've been extremely distracted. Today was my first day on my own. My mom left early this morning (*sniff*--*bawl*) and Loren just got back from being gone since three this morning to San Antonio for a work conference, taking the car since it has better gas mileage. So what have I been doing? Sitting besides Isaac for the past 24 hours because he's screaming in pain (gas...he's a little better now though. I think he was just a little backed up). I just barely finished going to the bathroom for the first time today and it's 11pm. I know, way to much information and extremely pitiful.

But I got good news! I'm just about done with Twilight (what the H else was I doing during Ike's half hour naps between boughts of screams?). Very good book. The writer is a little different. I didn't really like it at first because she writes like I do so couldn't really grasp the book as I felt like her writings were so amature--because I write the same and consider myself that way. But now I like it.

Sorry for the novel. I totally miss chatting with you. Hopefully Monday we can start back up. It really depends on Isaac and how he's doing. We switched him to Nutramigen (baby formula) because it's as close to breast milk as there is and is more broken down then reg formula and soy (we had to do this with Darren and we're thinking Ike has the same milk allergy). For those reading, I don't breastfeed. Long, boring story and I don't want to entertain you with the details.

I'll keep you posted. Sorry for the (overly venting) novel. You know I love you!!

michaeledrews said...

Hey there I miss you so much! Hey sorry for not getting back to oyu. I have been crazy busy with finals and working three jobs. I am now in washington working for a security company as a tech. I work with one of my mission companions and love it. I got to see Mom the day of her appointment and she looks great. I always love spending time with her. I hope all is going well for oyu. I love you so much. Oh and that problem i was having and asked for your advice it is going so much better now. thanks so much for following up. i love yo for thinking of me!

Aim said...

Sara,
You and Rob do need to move out here to the good ol west. I would love it if our boys could get to know each other better and I know Amie would like to get to know you better. Plus on top of that, I think I have spent a whole 20 minutes with Rob, so it would be great all around. Anyway, I miss you a lot and I want you guys to be closer. I love ya and if you feel helpless about the whole situation with mom, i give you some advice. When I was on my mission, I found out that Mom was sick with her arthritis. It was pretty hard to take and I sought advice from my mission pres. He had me read D&C 121. The point is, no matter what we go through, the lord knows and can give us the help we need. Soon after that is when i got really really sick and the doctors couldn't figure it out. so for 1.5 weeks i was on my bed with 100-104 fevers. I honestly think that it was a trial the Lord was testing me on, to see if i would turn to him and trust his power. I love ya and I don't want you to feel helpless. Heavenly father knows what you are going through. trust him.

Love ya
Brother Matt

michaeledrews said...

well said matt.

AuntieM said...

I can ditto Matts coments.. Trust in the Lord. He will wipe away our tears.He knows better than we what we are made of and what we can endure. Your Mom is strong. I look at the as a strong draft horse. she has pulled through some truly aweful things. Always with faith and grace. She is amazing. Hold to those things that make her strong. Faith Love testimony Family. She wants us to be strong and trust the Lord. Hold on sweet girl we can with stand the whirlwinds... LOVE Aunti M